Today is going to be a good day. I’m going to make sure of it. I ran a nice 8 miles before work and I’m off to the gym afterwards. I will eat properly. I will not throw up. I can do this.
I got up early to run before work and instead I ended up b/ping. I’m so annoyed with myself. I was just thinking how awesome those 2 days not b/Ping were… So why the hell did I do it? I can’t figure it out. I guess I enjoy sabotaging myself. I’m so pissed off with myself but I’m trying to get back on track and make the most of the rest of the day. I’m doing a couple of gym classes after work and I’ve got a nice healthy salad for lunch… I guess I just need to salvage what I can of today. Urgh.
2 days b/p free. Doesn’t sound like a lot, but it feels like a fucking lifetime.